Sometimes, all it takes is just an apology
Oct. 19th, 2009 | 02:28 am
mood:
sad
I really like this! It gets really nice towards the back.
Had a major tift with Craig today and I'm feeling really really angry. So yup. I'm stil waiting for those few words. :(
Alright, back to my project.
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Sorry Ahmad
Oct. 12th, 2009 | 02:45 am
music: Jay Sean - Down
Blast Anniversary is coming real soon with vetting on this Saturday. Really scared for vetting. I can't seem to perform under the staring eyes of people. But somehow, it's okay in a big concert hall. Booboos. Gotta be a little more confident in my dance. Hahaha. It's stressful being a vice head and of this standard. Hahaha. Will work hard though. Nil sine labore!!! Hahaha.
Mid-term for SW2104 this coming Friday. It's like in the middle of nowhere and I've officially lost the momentum to study. So screwed. I need to be a mugger again, and soon.
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Not really in the mood for blogging
Oct. 8th, 2009 | 04:46 am
mood:
lazy
Soory for neglecting this space for so long. Been busy and a tad lazy in updating my blog. With the upcoming Blast 24th Anniversary, my weekdays have been packed with quite a number of Blast! practices. 2 practices for the anniversary performance and 2 practices for the normal Blast routine. Plus cheerleading practices and Family Hour practice, my timetable for the week is simply, cheer-dance-dance-double dance-rest-dance. Hahaha. That leaves me quite little time to work on my studies, which usually starts from 12/1am onwards. Hahaha. Scary life huh.
Last week was mid-terms. I had two papers. 1 was tough, 1 was totally not worth my effort. Financial Economics was an open-book exam. The lecturer was lazy enough to copy the exact same questions from last sem's midterm and use it in the paper (changed only the figures) and since it was an open-book exam, everyone could bring in the past midterm's answer sheet. Which essentially means everyone (even those who didnt know what's going on), can just sub the values into the formulas in the answer sheet and copy it into the exam paper. So what's the point in me staying up till 5/6am trying to figure out what the hell is going on when any secondary school student could've done that paper? Super not worth my effort. Enough talking about it. Thinking about it still makes me dissed.
Went island creamery with the C3 girls right after midterms ended. Was super awesome post midterms outing. (: I really enjoyed it! Have taken a liking to the Horlicks-flavoured ice cream at Island Creamery. Everyone should go try it someday!
Spent sometime with the secondary school clique today at Manhatten today! Good catching up! We should do this more often! (: I wanna go Hongkong. Really really wanna go so I'm gonna pray that my mom gives the green light eventually!
Not much pictures not because there isn't any but because I'm REALLY lazy to even blog, much less put up photos. Hahaha. Hope words will do fine.
Gonna sleep! Night!
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:)
Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 09:07 pm
mood:
relieved
Today's an eventful day. Went TTSH for hospital visit for one of my social work module and left feeling pretty saddened. We visited the wards, ICUs and even the mortuary and saw lots of things. You'll notice a lot of different reactions and behaviours when you're up-close. The first wave of sadness came when I saw this empty bed being wheeled out of a door and past me. The bed looked like someone had lay on it awhile ago; with the pressed mark on the bed, pillow and a messed up blanket. Had a really bad feeling that the person who laid there awhile ago was just across the door. And true enough, that person was just across the door. Just that, the door was leading to the mortuary. Was immediately filled with sadness. Then we went to the various ICUs. Didn't know that there's different ICUs in the hospital - NICU (neuro), SICU (surgical), CICU (coronary) and MICU (medical). NICU had me real bad cos I saw what I once thought I would be able to handle. As most of my friends would know, my ambition was to be a neurosurgeon, and still is. But when I saw the patients at NICU bearing a huge bandage across his half-shaved head, I knew that I was emotionally inadequate to be a neurosurgeon. The I spotted this family walked out of one of the ICU rooms that had the curtains drawn. All of them were crying and another wave of bad feeling struck me. There was also this Malay family who seemed really unhappy with some service and were complaining. Guess you really get to see different cases everytime, with different emotions, different backgrounds. I don't know if this visit made me more or less determined to study medicine next time, but that'll have to wait till I find the money to pursue medical eduation. If not, it's an unnecessary concern. Hahaha.
Came back for dance! My first time giving a class. The warmups was kind of off but I guess everyting picked up when the choreography came in. Hope everyone enjoyed the session & really sorry to the guys. I promise to choreograph a less girly dance the next time, if I ever choreograph again. Hopefully I don't have to do it in the short run, cos it's really stressful. Hahaha. (:
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Late At Night
Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 02:18 am
Was randomly facebook hopping when I saw this cool question brought up by Weizheng:
WHY IS LOVE ASSOCIATED WITH CHEMISTRY AND NOT PHYSICS?
Then there were a hell lot of funny answers. Like how love involves sparks, like how love should be associated with things that go 'boom' rather than F=ma. There was also the physics theory that people gravitate to one another when in love. My gosh. How on earth did that person even think of that. Gravitate is such a physics word. Hahaha. The whole topic got me cracking up a little. I don't get it either, but I would rather it be related to chemistry than physics. I never liked physics. Speaking about which, I was actually a triple science student turned ARTS student. Hahaha.
Oh right, I'm going to start my revision for the whole of recess week. I hope I don't sleep and prays hard that the coffee beside me will keep me going. Body's aching and I could do with a massage. But, gonna study. :(
Bye!
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Viva Las Vegas!
Sep. 19th, 2009 | 03:26 am
mood:
moody
( WARNING: Shitloads of photos )
Supposed to come up with a simple choreography for dance practice on Wednesday and I'm only done with one-eight. My first time choreographing and it's really tough. :( I think I'm better at being a normal dancer and dancing other people's choreography. Hopefully my end product will be fine! One thing for sure, the guys are going to hate me cos the one-eight that i came up with, is REALLY girly. I tried to man-fied it, but it's hard. Hahaha. Will be teaching them basic techniques as well. Which i'm not that well-equipped but I will try my best. BODY WAVES. MUAHAHA.
Feeling really emo today. I still don't really know what I'm upset about. Hahaha. Sigh. Signing off now. (: Wish me luck in coming up with about 3 more eights for dance. :(
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Dancey Baby!
Sep. 8th, 2009 | 10:41 pm
Went for Bryan's last lesson at Studio Wu. Choreography was slightly difficult today as compared to last week's but I enjoyed it nonetheless. (:
Right, off to shower! Bye!
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Phlegm-ey
Sep. 6th, 2009 | 10:57 pm
mood:
sick
So, I missed Blast Mini Orientation Camp on Saturday and didn't manage to send Zee off on Friday. Rarr. I'm such a bad friend. Really feel sian for not being able to attend Blast camp too. :(
Kays, gotta get back to work. Bye.
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Goodness
Aug. 31st, 2009 | 04:17 pm
mood:
optimistic
That's one piece of good news for me. Really happy that I managed to scrape through the auditions and am glad that I've yet another chance to bring my dancing ability to another level. Can finally breathe easy after knowing the results. (:
I caught 'UP' with Johnson on Saturday. I must say it wasn't as sad/emo as I expected it to be after hearing so much from my friends but nevertheless, it was really touching. It's not my usual kind of movies; cartoon and such but I actually enjoyed it. Got pretty excited about the 3-D glasses since I haven't watched any movies in 3-D apart from the movies screened in the primary school science centre Omnitheatre. The 3-D effect's really cool, but paying $13 for it is so not worth it. But I guess I still enjoyed the 3-D experience quite a lot.
Met my mom for some shopping after the movie at Bugis and then to Tampines 1. Haven't done shopping for a very long time. Like, real shopping so we went home with quite abit of loot. One bag, a pair of Uniqlo jeans, a top and 1 embroidery dress. Finally managed to find the suitable bag for school after a long hunt. My favourtestest lambskin bag is dying. The retail therapy actually worked well for me, since I've been feeling really stressed and uptight over stuffs of late.
Alright, shall stop here for now. Going out for lunch cum abit of dinner. Bye!
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An Update
Aug. 27th, 2009 | 09:47 pm
music: Bond - Explosive
Haven't been updating this space for a super long time so I'm just going to make a short update. Been busy with school (note, not school work, just school. Hahaha) and I hardly know where all my time went to. Even on days that I do not have any lessons, I usually start doing my tutorials for the next day at like, 12am of the following day. And I'll rush through it till 4am. Sleeping at 4/5am is taking a toll on me. Could hardly function and my tutorials are all slipshod-ly done. Really need to find some time to do some work.
I went for NUS Dance Blast auditions yesterday. It was a pretty traumatic experience for me. Forgetting all the steps and feeling really upset over it at the end of the day. I could hardly swallow my lunch. I'm currently still waiting for my results and fervently hoping that I will make it through. Really hate this kind of waiting. It applies to results at the end of every semester as well. Hahaha.
Alright, I'm feeling kind of tired so maybe that'll be all for now.
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Rag Day Video
Aug. 11th, 2009 | 03:26 pm
The Rag Days photos haven't been uploaded onto the TH website yet so I guess the picture post will have to wait. I'll upload the video first. (: Our dance was actually really nice. If only there was a 'Best Dance' award, I'm pretty sure we'll win it. Hahaha.
Enjoy the video!
Quiet birthday today. I'm missing my family. But I guess the celebrations and surprises will have to wait till later at night. School's starting/started! Grawh. I hate school.
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Post-rag feelings
Aug. 8th, 2009 | 04:41 pm
mood:
thoughtful
On a random note, I just had a 1-hour shower which is inclusive of 2 hair-conditioner-hairwash, 1 shampoo-hairwash, 1 body-scrub body wash and 1 body-soap body wash but I still can't get my hair to disentangle, nor get the white (hairspray) stuffs off my hair, nor get the arm tattoo off my skin, nor make my hair silkier. Grawh. I shall heck it and wait for th white stuffs to come snowing down. Hahaha.
Going home later for my sister's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Gonna crash now (didn't sleep a wink last night) and will do a proper picture post of rag day once I've gotten my hands on the photos. Night.
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Stunts Up! SMILE
Aug. 7th, 2009 | 02:54 am
mood:
exhausted
music: Spice Girls - 2 Become 1
As for dance, I really have to work on my expressions. I have this REALLY SERIOUS problem of smiling. My close friends would have known that I can never smile showing my teeth. It's just this inability to flash my teeth at will, unless it's cos I'm laughing at some joke or something funny. In any other situations, I will simply look like a retard. But heck, I will just flash my not-so-nice set of teeth and look like a bloody retard. I will try my best to make it less constipated! Hahahah.
I've this sudden craze over Spice Girls' songs. What the heck. Hahaha. Tuning in to '2 become 1' and 'Wannabe' now. Lol!
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I can do it, I can
Jul. 30th, 2009 | 10:52 pm
mood:
ditzy
music: Craig David - Insomnia
Just returned from a session of dance and cheerleading. Today was my very first day trying out cheerleading. I was really DAMN freaked out when I was tossed up. Yes, I was tossed on my first day already. Guess I really have to buck up and not be a pussy. Thinking about it still gives me the jitters. So, everyone, watch me fly. Lol! 8th August, the historic moment. Lmao. I'm really DAMN DAMN DAMN scared.
Dance today was fine. I'm feeling quite shag from all that dancing. But yeah, rag day is coming so I really need to put in extra effort. I believe I can do it. (:
Alright, off the get some rest before grabbing some dinner outside and then back to sleep. Bye!
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Counsellor's Camp
Jul. 21st, 2009 | 06:58 pm
mood:
tired
music: The Fray - You Found Me
It's been a day and a half through counsellor's orientation and since I'm having a short break now, I decided to have a quick blog update. Survived on quite little sleep yesterday. Camp stuffs was on till 12 plus then it was rag dance till almost two! Took a damn long shower (to feel clean clean) till I had to run out to wave at the censor. Lol! And then, I woke up at 740 today.
Yesterday's night games was not bad! I love the tunnel. Teehee. (: Today's game was alright. Pretty much the same games we did last year during orientation except for one. Well, the new one's pretty fun!! I enjoyed it despite my short arms. Will elaborate more when the camp ends cos I don't know if it's convenient to mention it here and also kinda lazy.
My room feels so clean now I don't feel like living in it to avoid making any changes to the outlook of my room or show any signs of living here. Lol! I'm weird. Pretty sunburnt now. Pinky face and non-pinky body. Weird. Hahaha.
On a random note, I remembered doing some 'music of the year' quiz on facebook and ended up with the result 'The Fray - You Found Me'. Then I went to check out the song and thought it was lame. But but, I'm hooked on it now! Hahahaha. Found a part of the lyrics pretty applicable to myself. Lol.
Alright, shall be off now. Back to my camp!
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Back to the West soon
Jul. 17th, 2009 | 11:41 pm
I'm going back to hall really soon. Got my keys today and shifting stuffs in over the weekend. Counsellor camp starts from 20th. So I'll probably go missng again. Not exactly looking forward to school (To quote Pingsiew, 'who does?') and I'm really really disturbed that holidays are ending so soon. Never felt so strongly to having holidays until I went to uni. Grawh. Might be a pretty stressful semester this time round. Will be taking some Finance modules. Honestly don't know what to expect, but I hope I'll be fine. Just hope it isn't like Econometrics at all.
I'm getting extremely fat now. :( Can't seem to control my hunger and always end up eating hell lot of food. I don't wanna be a fatty & I don't wanna get muffin tops all over my body. :(
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Food For Thought
Jul. 12th, 2009 | 12:12 am
Would you rather your child is a gay/lesbian or a gothic punk who carries dolls around with them for dinner? Hahaha.
Went to Iluma today for some shopping after work. Finally gotten my dance shoes! Been searching high and low for a suitable pair. My mom, sis and I dined at this pretty cool place called Benten Cafe. The steak there's pretty cheap, and it's really not bad. Was so full I could barely walk. They have pretty cool desserts which I've yet to try but the menu and pictures certainly looks mouth watering. Don't mind going back someday.
I drank Yam Milkshake today and had chicken rice along with the new addiction - chicken rice chilli. Hahaha. Can really say I satisfied my cravings today. I can't believe I'm this hooked. Everyone's been going, 'Got that nice meh?'. Hahaha. Think so lah?
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Foodie
Jul. 10th, 2009 | 11:33 pm
I'm getting addicted to things I've never thought I would be hooked on. Craving for Yam Milkshake everyday ever since I drank it a few days back, under the recommendation of my CCK work partner, Guoliang. Didn't used to like yam so it's pretty weird I got hooked on the milkshake. It's not bad actually; really worth a try! I've also started to take a liking to Chicken Rice chilli! It's freaking shiok. Well, it's pretty weird that I'm taking in a lot more chilli nowadays given that I hardly use any sauces during my meals.
I'm tired. Guess I've dance too much this week. Monday, Tuesday and Wedn was spent largely on dance. Plus that one night when I slept at 4am, really zombie-fied me. Hahahah!
Read Bryan's (my JK Pop dance instructor) blog during work just now. Highly entertained! (:
Shall be off now. Bye.
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A little here, a little there
Jul. 7th, 2009 | 10:46 pm
Met up with the Germs on Sunday! It was really good catching up, talking about the people from VJ whom we all know, or not know. Conversation just went everywhere & anywhere. Wonder when will be the next time I'll be seeing them. At least Zee's not leaving soon. So we've time, I hope. (:
Yesterday afternoon was spent at Suki Sushi at Cineleisure with Desmond & Johnson. Tried the buffet for the first time. The salmon sashimi wasn't too bad but everything else was just averagy, not exactly worth 23 bucks (after GST). Thereafter was rag dance session. Left feeling like I hadn't gotten enough of dance. Enjoyed the session a lot! Took a lift from Huiyi, together with Zongtang and Desmond and headed over to 85 for supper. Something good about everyone staying pretty near each other. Hahahaha! Haven't been to 85 for a long time since I graduated from Anglican High. Everything there has changed quite abit. More food, more shops and it's beginning to attract a larger night crowd.
Today was slightly more exciting. Signed up for lessons at Studio Wu! And I had my first Popping (Intro) and JK Pop (Beginners) class. Popping was difficult for me. Really need much more effort. I think I'll take years to look like I'm really popping. Oh wells. JK Pop was a little too advanced for me, but I could follow pretty much everything. I was however pretty much doing only the steps. Hahahaha! Nvm, I will improve I guess. I'm happy that I went for the classes, under the pressure from Desmond. Hahaha.
Alright, I'm really tired now. Feeling cramped up everywhere. Work tomorrow at CCK and then rag dance at night. Kill me. Tsk.
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Evian Roller Babies
Jul. 4th, 2009 | 10:08 pm
mood:
tired
LMAO. Check this out. It's totally cute.
Helped Gladys & Oliver out at the HP Partner corporate event yesterday morning. Slept a meagre 3 hours, from 2am till 5am and had to leave house to reach Harbourfront by 7am. Basically, I was just there to give directions, and that earned me 6 bucks per hour. My heels killed me though; left my pinky toe completely swollen, bruised and literally PINK. Had lot of unglam moments due to my shoe. First, I sat down on a two steps mini staircase and got caught from behind by a handsome guy who is part of the management of the hotel. Got up hurriedly and he actually told me to continue with what I was doing (sitting on the stairs). Hahaha. Then he came back sometime after and we chatted for awhile. Second, I went to hide behind this pillar and sat down on the long staircase. Then I took off my freaking heels which were hurting my toes like crap, spotted uneven worn-out-ness on my heels and starting scrutinizing the heel of my shoe, quite seriously. Then I spotted some guy staring at my weirdness (I suppose). Hahaha. Major unglamness. I swear I hate wearing heels, which is why I'm always wearing my Havaianas and throughout the whole time, I was thinking of a sentence brought up by the female protagonist in the movie 'She's the Man' that "Heels are a male's invention to make a woman's ass look smaller. And, to make it harder for them to run away." Never more aptly put than that. Hahahaha!
Went back to work at Dhoby Xchange, my SMRT GSS job, after the corporate event. Then dinner with the girls at Astons in Suntec! (: Queue at Astons was mad, as always. Just maybe not as crazy as the queue in the outlet at Cathay, that's why we skipped cathay and travelled to Suntec. Hahaha. The three of us actually talked about a lot of things, from Joyce's Arts Camp, to Jojo's bidding, to our module planning etc etc and I'm glad we met up. I don't know when I will start getting really busy. Hahaha.
Alright. Will be meeting the Germany gang tomorrow! After so long! Exciting! And then maybe I'll check out the Adidas sale at Expo tomorrow. 70% off footwear and clothing. Last day tomorrow from 10am til 930pm. Good chance to get my dance shoes! My mom threw away my holey shoe, when it can actually last for awhile more. Hahaha.
K, bye!
